Monday, February 14, 2011

oh sweet valentine

about 9 am this morning at work - this lovely arrangement arrived via ups. oh how i love tulips. the sure sign of spring! thanks to the hubby to be - what a terrific surprise!
happy vday friends.

should i cut the green leaves off?

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Spring is on the way!

I can tell by Banana Republic online! I have a thing / obsession of buying dresses - which is odd because if you know me I rarely dress up. I have found myself searching BR online the past few weeks anticipating the new arrival of Spring dresses. And this morning I found them! Oh the ruffles, patterns, and silk! I love it.






Pictures courtesy of http://www.bananarepublic.com/

Monday, February 7, 2011

It's February?

I returned to work today to see my K-State calendar hanging in my office. It is from Dec. 2010. I realized that I had yet to bring in my new calendar and post it on my wall. Good thing I didn't because January has come and gone - honestly I would rather not revisit the month.

My fiancé spent the last 2 weeks of January in Boston making the most of his time with his sister Carrie. She was diagnosed with kidney disease and cancer that had spread like wildfire early in January. There was nothing the doctors could do for her. She passed away on Jan 30th; we were there by her side.

There are no words to explain what that felt like - to be there with her. The Fiancé’s parents - they losing their first born child. The fiancé and his younger brother - 2 men came together in a way that I never thought would happen. Carrie's aunt Tammy was there - I have to say she knocked me off my feet. At times my adrenaline was rushing in ways that I had never felt- my emotions getting the best of me- I thought I was going to lose it. Tammy took it to a new level- her soothing tone, gentle touch and love seemed to calm the room and Carrie.

I quite honestly hope that I never have to experience this again. I know that is not reality but I hope that I can make it through with the courage and love that I witnessed last week.

You can read about Carrie here